surrounded with mystery you never showed
I always wondered
where it were supposed to grow...
One day I felt I had slept like you
all my life
blinded by the fear
of rejection
I ended up to be
too tired to dare to see...
But I closed my eyes
and I found;
I never found you...
And the failure of recognition and the lonely battles;
nasty weather would never have felt as hard
without you...
Cause trough the roughest storms
I remember your silence
repeating a hundred million times...
My naive innocence
made me give unconditionally
It meant more to me
being in your care
than knowing what it takes to care...
Sleeping God;
you should have learned to inspire
to push me ahead
cause you where the one that ended up lonely
after my discovery of the uniqueness of expression
the honest touch of care
when I realised what it means
to lose this naivety...
I closed my eyes
and I found;
I never found you...