10 Things On TV

I was looking at something on TV today and I decided; I'm glad I'm not pretty like a model. I have never ever dreamed of wanting to be one of those smiling women in bathing suits, on the cover of mens magazines. I have never understood someone that could want something like that. Babies are cute and they cant talk. I'm an adult and I want people to hear me, not telling me that I'm cute. I just dont want to be nice that way. Hell, I never even wanted it when I were little. I was shy, but I was not your sweet child. I always thought that nice people never really have any fun. I just cant imagine that these tall pale women that walk so strange have any fun. I like to walk like a man, with my legs apart from each other, it just feels right for my body. I'd rather be hated by a very large multitude of the human race, than to be loved by them all.

Charles Caleb Colton said; -"People of Fashion starve their happiness to feed their vanity, and their love to feed their pride." Anyway, I have written about this before.

Things on TV annoy me, scare me, hurt me and generally they make me feel things that leave me to think aggressive thoughts. I hate that, maybe it's something wrong with me, some people have stated that it might be something wrong with me.

I cannot help it for being so sensetive about things.

10 Things I Dont Want To See On TV
1. Animals in pain.
2. Dying children.
3. Passionately kissing scenes.
4. Extreme sex scenes.
5. Popularity culture news.
6. Surgery being filmed.
7. Miss Universe.
8. Models.
9. Boxing.
10. Men in uniforms.

Just because I dont like these doesn't mean there is something wrong with all them. Animals in pain and dying children are just the most awful thing however. I cannot stand it and I cant understand it, if the reason for their pain and death are caused by adults. Passionately kissing scenes makes me embarrassed and sometimes jealous too. I dont understand how someone can kiss like that when it doesn't mean anything to them personally. Extreme sex scenes also makes me embarrassed and usually I think it's a shitty movie if it include too much sex. I want story. By popularity culture news I mean the rich and famous showing us around in their nice wealthy homes, or general gossip about their trashy unhealthy lives. Who cares a shit about these things. If they cant say something smart, funny or human; then I dont want to hear or know. Surgery being filmed is scary and probably only interesting to to the ones that work in this field and those who take pleasure in seing human meat being cut apart. Miss Universe is trash for the bored. Models never say anything that I need to know and I generally cant afford the clothes they wear (and if I did, I probably wouldn't buy them anyway). Boxing is violence. Men in uniforms makes me think bad things of men and I dont need that, because not all men are the same.

10 Things I Want To See On TV
1. Animals in a healthy environment.
2. Documentaries that want to inform me.
3. Cooking programs.
4. Great movie effects.
5. Great drama stories.
6. English comedy.
7. Boyish 80's horror.
8. Do it yourself programs.
9. Destination programs.
10. Art.

Animals in a healthy environment makes me feel happy and cheerful. It's honestly takes very little for me to feel great, small things can make me feel fantastic. Documentaries about things I dont really know much about is good, because I care and I want to know. In my last entry I talked about my love for breakfast programs, I feel the same way about cooking programs. They make me feel homely and sweet and I need to feel that. Great movie effects are childish and cool like the christmas trees are to me. Great drama stories makes me feel passionate about human beings and I crave that feeling probably more than anything else. I like the english comedy that can be intellectual, sinister and punctual. Boyish 80's horror is like candy for me, I think it's fun. Do it yourself programs are not too bad, because wouldn't you want to do it yourself (I particularly like those they have on BBC Prime). Destination and travel programs are always interesting, they got info on culture, food, people and all those other things. Art is something neglected on the grey screen, just like the rights of people in wheelchairs are in reality.

Well, everyone are different, at least some are. I dont want to write about TV in my next entry. I dont really know why I've written so much about it lately. I'm not a big fan of TV in the first place.

I just want to say now; that I respect peoples differences. It's a great thing that we are not the same. I think so. That is what I really wanted to say with all of this.