The other day here, I was writing on an entry, with a serious and heavy topic. Then I fall out of it, because I got distracted by television. It happends all the time. Lately I've gotten a few comments saying I must write here more often. Dont leave your diary Raven. And etc.
And I've got a million things to do on this place. I got guestbook messages, comments and notes to answer. Not to mention emails. I feel so bad about this. My website and diary is my little baby. Kind of. I will never abandon it. Never! Please kill me if I do. So you just have to forgive me if I seem lost sometimes. It's just the way I am. And my online diary is my little baby!
Mostly I just dream myself away here in front of my computer and all the things I had to write that day, are just expressed to myself. In my emty silent room. Or I play Neopets (I have referred 237 people to Neopets so far) or play computer games. Have driver lesson appointments. I have gotten really good at driving lately. Last time I drove faster than it's legal to drive in this country. I have only one little problem; I am scared of driving to close to the edge of the road, so instead I drive to close to the middle of the road (read; in the middle of the road). They say it's a typical female problem. And then the curves makes me really dizzy. But I am good, because the car moves forward. Enough about the car thing. I also look at TV or read books a lot. Sometimes I even spend time with friends (you wouldn't believe that would you? -Well, it doesn't happen very often).
I read emails everyday. I used to get a fuckload of spam before (I needed to use such a terrible swear word, because nothing can really describe the huge amount of useless emails I got.) It was Viagra here and Viagra there, your nude mama, lotto commercials and diet pills mixed with free perfume samples (that is not really free of course, they just like to claim that they are) Until Mailblocks. It kicked the shit out and my inbox is now completely free of spam. The service is not free though, but you can use it with your existing email address. It works something like this; everyone in my address book can get their email trough my mail box, the others will get an automatic response where they have to fill in a code to prove that they are a human and no spam robot. It can have it's flaws of course, but I check the spam folder (that daily reach around 500) and check if any of them are serious email. So far it seems accurate.
I gave up on Trillian Messenger by the way, it was too much fuss with it. I only use MSN Messenger now and I will actually also be on it. I try to be on a little every day, so I can at least get to chat with close friends. If you want to chat with me on MSN my email to use is kristinajlysebo@gmail.com
