Bad Summer

I'm sorry about not having posted anything here in awhile. I haven't been out in the warm summer, bathing in the sea, if that's what you all think. I never take a bath (outside that is), as I'm the weird one in this city. I haven't felt well in the warm weather, not well at all. I have looked at my new DVD machine, installed it in my room and nowadays I've been watching the "V" - mini series on it. I loved the science fiction thing called "V" when I were little. It's so long ago now, so I dont remember half of it. I must have been around six years old when it went on TV over here. You know it's a little like Independence Day, with a twist. The aliens arrive in their big flat UFO's and pretend that they come in peace. Under their human skin they are really cold blooded lizard looking creatures. I have only seen one episode yet, but if I remember correctly; their real motive is to steal all the water on earth. One scene however, my favorite, with the alien woman that swallow the guinea pig is just not something you cant forget though.

No matter what, honestly this summer have been shit. I haven't done one really cool thing. I haven't been well and I would say that the most fun thing I did this summer was watching movies with my brother. He always like to see the stuff that I love, things like "Evil Dead" and "Day Of The Dead" and these things that not everyone want to see with me. It's fun to watch over and over again. "Dawn Of The Dead" is specially cool, when the ghouls and the humans take over a large shopping mall. I have a friend of mine that I want to lure into seing them with me, she get easily scared of movies and I'm kind of bad like that. It would be nice to see them with her (I hope she would never read this).

Nothing new here on the other hand. I got myself the 21st Century Goth by Mick Mercer. I had the old Hex Files, but this new one was much better. If you dont know what it is, I can tell you that it is an informational source book for the gothic subculture. Now isn't that something? It's got lots of links, small facts about goth music, art, places, shops and more. I would never call myself a goth, as I think that's more of a teen thing to do (with all respect). However, I fancy some of the goth music, maybe not so much the American musical scene of today, but I like the 80's goth and some non-Amercian tunes of today. Goth and punk could be quite interesting when it comes to the creative sides. Though I have to say; I dont really like subcultures in themselves, generally because of the people I have talked to that somehow link to these kind of environments, have often seemed hostile, ignorant and selfish. Not everyone of course, but then again I wouldn't really know, as I never been a part of a subculture. I have always liked to stay at the side and the nicest people I've met, have been very different from me. Subcultures makes me think of a church on Sunday, I dont want to go there, even if the message is a good one. It's creepy, with people that dress and talk the same way... I wonder if the SS Nazis under WW2 were brain washed by the same programs that certain people use today, (I look at them here in a black and white documentary on Discovery), it just slipped into my mind...

Everything else is broken...