- What's the worst date you've ever had?
MY ANSWER: Date?... I've never really had a date.
- How did you meet your best friend?
MY ANSWER: I dont have a best friend. However I met one of my best friends in a hospital. Another one is member of the family, on my mother's side. I met her when she came to visit when we were kids. I decided that I didn't like her (as I usually do with everyone when I met them for the first times), so I would pretend that I was busy reading a Dictionary book. She would have to sit on a chair alone in a corner for a long time, before I accepted her.
- What's your favorite color?
MY ANSWER: Red; because I think it's the most passionate color, it's always been my favorite... I see the world in red, so watch out...
- How was your first kiss?
MY ANSWER: Funny, ticklish and very childish, but not passionate at all. I think I was nine.
- What's the worst job or chore you've ever had?
MY ANSWER: I've never had a job, I've only been at school. The worst chore I've had is probably at a time where I had to get back on my feet after an operation. I had a lot terrible chores at art school as well.
- What's the coolest thing you've bought recently?
MY ANSWER: I haven't really bought anything cool lately. The latest thing I bought was an expensive software from iFinger, the Big Norwegian To English Dictionary program. I really need it, since english isn't really my regular language.
- Do you collect anything?
MY ANSWER: I collect 80's toys that they dont sell anymore. I also collect small miniature figurines, I put them around everywhere so they can eat space on my tables. There are other things too, but these is the most basic things I collect.
- What do you like to do with your free time?
MY ANSWER: Be in front of my computer, play computer games, do graphics or HTML. Read, draw, paint, write and general creative crafting. Watch science fiction or horror movies. Be with friends.
- What do you consider your biggest flaw?
MY ANSWER: Suppressed aggressions and shyness.
- How do you know when it's love?
MY ANSWER: I never know, I'm scared to belive in love... If I had it, I would be very afraid to lose it.
- Who is your role model?
MY ANSWER: Myself. I think people should be their own rolemodel. Instead I admire a few people for handling things by their own mind and for being an inspiration to create our own bridges. I've never had much belief in people in general, I've never really looked up at successful individuals. I've always had more admiration for the "losers" behind the winners. I guess I have never really been able to see myself in the future of a popular dream. To me, it's always been about having the courage to lose the artificial role model and belive in myself, because I've always felt different.
- What is your pet peeve?
MY ANSWER: Sometimes I'm very aggressive, verbally and other times I'm too distant. People tend to think this is confusing, but I've always been this way. I think my aggression comes from sensetivity and from the fact that I most of the time live in my own world. I dont hate people, I love being social, but very often I feel that people dont understand me, that they dont know me. Most of time it's really my fault, I've always cut myself away from reality and I watch it from within another. I wish I could be more open or share my inner world with someone.
- What's your motto?
MY ANSWER: To always be honest about how I feel and think and to always be just. To accept loss and admit fault. To judge with intellect and to manage to express myself without hurting others.
- If you could trade places with anyone for one day, who would it be?
MY ANSWER: Osama Bin Laden; I would like to know how it feels to be the most hated and hunted man in the world. It would be interesting to know how I would see him afterwards, if I would be sympathetic towards him, if I would hate him or just fear him. I think it's more important to try to understand the once that we blame the most in this world, instead of trying to understand those that we agree with.
- Who would you want to play you in the movie version of your life?
MY ANSWER: I would play myself, no one else could play me I belive.
- Fill in the blank; ___ is sexy.
MY ANSWER: Kyo is sexy.
- Recommend a website for me to visit.
MY ANSWER: Weird Art - A site with some very interesting art work, it's wierd and funny in every way.
- Recommend another diary besides your own, to read.
MY ANSWER: kYm - He is a friend of mine and he is probably the only bisexual Sami here in Norway I assume.
- What can you not live without?
MY ANSWER: My computer, I'm online day and night and I get sick when I'm not. I got that dangerous Internet addiction that they talk about. There are a also a few people I feel I couldn't live without. I'm a very dependent person, so I really feel I cant live without anything I have in my life... I could easily lived without television though.
- Who would you most like to meet alive or dead?
MY ANSWER: Hitler; I would like to see if I could change his mind, or if he could change mine. I've read a lot about Hitler and I have my own idea about him... Maybe deep down he were more scared of german expressionism growing popular than fearing the political future of Germany, because he wanted to be a naturalist painter. Maybe he were more scared of women, because he had a quote that went -"You should always bring a whip when you meet with a woman". I find these things interesting, the human mind. Politics are probably sometimes more personal than we like to think. I could write a lot more about this, but I cant do it here. I will write a diary entry about it later.
- What is one secret that you would like to get off your chest?
MY ANSWER: I sucked my thumb every day until I was almost thirteen. Nowdays I only touch my eye-lashes with my finger every 20 minutes, when I sucked my thumb, I used to do these two things at the same time.
søndag 31. mars 2002
Inquiring Minds Want To Know
I am sick again and I dont feel like doing anything these days. I have the flu all over again. I have now given my answers to this interview over at Almost Legal. I post the written interview here, for everyone to read. It's not very interesting and you might not want to read it... When I get better I will write emails again and post here more often, just give me a few days and I'm back in my old black hole again... I love everyone that read this diary of mine, it's very special to me.