I will not do anything constructive, or really important until summer is out of here. So these days I sit and look at X-Files on dvd and read books. Sometimes I chat with myself, other times I create necklaces out of coloured beads, stones and pearls, it's all about putting colours together, that gets me going. Lately I have become very attracted to orange, yellow and red together. I like warm colours the most, not that I have anything against cold colours, but the warm ones, are usually colours I would wear. Hot warm colours. Strangely enough I fancy warm colours, but cold weather have always been my favourite. I have also done some painting lately, but only textures on wood, polkadotted red and white that is. It's nothing quite like polkadots, it doesn't have to be dots, it could be small bees, or rainbows, or stars, or lions, or hearts, why not hearts :) (that's my favourite). When I look a clothes for myself, I have to admit, that I very often fall for the fabric illustrations on childrens clothing and I end up feeling sad, that they don't sell it for adults. Adult clothes are very boring to look at, the idea is maybe, that not so many adults would buy trousers with orange crocodiles on and jackets with polkadots. Somehow it doesn't satisfy me, that the biggest sizes in childrens clothing, often fits my size. There should be more childish clothes for adults, if it was made more accessible and popular, more people would wear it. When so much fun is rated alternative and strange, it makes you a weirdo to like it. I would have appreciated, if people in general, decided to be more strange, in innocent ways, but that's not up to me :(.
Surface pattern styles in all forms interests me. I like polkadots, flowered wallpapers, lava lamps, small hand held shiny metallic helium gas balloons (I haven't had one since I was a kid) and what about tiger patterns and me getting a fake (I would never buy real animal fur!) tiger fur coat? If only I can find one, a fluffy one that isn't too heavy. I really like almost anything, that comes with reoccurring patterns draped over a large, or small surface. It's pure joy! How can you say no to polkadotted neon green pigs, on your bathroom wallpaper? And no I don't take drugs! Curly pink pigtails and unicorn babies, on your pillow when you go to sleep? Patterns, wonderful spicy patterns, to spark your childish imagination, to light the dying little dream about being five again, drawing butterflies with human eyes and sharp coloured things I have forgotten the names of... You can never be too big, or too old to be childish, it's all very mature. In peoples serious adult persona, they often judge others aswell as themselves too harsh and they tend to live grey lives. It's never too late to take your inner child out (Ooo that sound so hippie, lets stop here), but people are scared, or they just don't see the fun in it.
I love 60s bubbles (whatever that is), sharp coloured strange furniture from the 60s. -Which reminds me of a film with Peter Sellers that I saw the other day. I'm extremely passionate about Sellers films, his acting, his hilarious characters, the wonderful both ugly and lovely 60s fashion and lets not forget; the brilliant furniture and walls in his films, the rooms! I saw The Party with my mother and my brother (that lives in France with his kids and gfriend), who came to visit for a few days. This film has it all, if you are looking for a laugh. I would also recommend all the other films by Sellers, he's one of my favourite funny actors, his characters and his scenes, rank among the most hysterically, humorous scenes I have ever seen.
So what have I done lately? Enjoyed myself a little. I have been trying to remember my dreams, but they make no sense to me. I dream I'm a pro chief, I'm a spy and I have hunted spiders that have real personalities, who own real human sized apartments, in my dreams. It makes me feel crazy to even imagine, making any logic out it. I have dreamcards to put under the pillow, I'm laying on one that says; -"Tell me what to choose" In reality, I bought a whole bunch of strange worldwide candy, from England online. I will eat Pop Rocks :) in the summer heat, while looking at X-Files season 4 on DVD. Later much later, maybe some extraterrestrial aliens will come kidnap me, bring me into their 60s shaped spaceship, with confetti coloured walls. In there I will meet God and we will chitchat about solar energy, aswell as Cram Cream decorated things and crazy patterns in general.
In case I might forget, I'd like people to remind me of, that I need to ask the aliens, if they can sacrifice one of their ships to me, to use as a house in the backyard. They have done it before and I think it's about time, they come give me one aswell.
I will show it to the X-Files aliens when they pop by, maybe they like it.